Come Into My Life

Welcome ot my blog!
Freinds, comrads, all those who hate me and general vouyers! Welcome all!!!
I shall start my first edition of my new blog with the definition of the floowing word that I was exposed to only a short while ago;

Vainglory:
Vainglory is defined by Webster's 1913 Dictionary as excessive vanity excited by one's own performances; empty pride; undue elation of mind; vain show; boastfulness.
Originally included in the 4th century Greek monk Evagrius Ponticus eight deadly "passions"; however, Thomas Aquinas in the 13th century enumerated only seven deadly sins, by merging pride with vainglory.
Retrieved from "http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vainglory"

Could this be any cooler? How did I not know this word before... I think it may imply about my own vaingloryness.... don't you think?

So a little about myself... I am a scorpio and all that that entails I guess... I am morbid depressed yet optamistic on the other hand that thnings will be ok... thats when I am not busy hiding under my sheets from the world... I spend my time, probably half and half thinking about either death or sex... I though I was a freak, and still may turn out to be, but my cousin, she told me that scorpio's are known for thinking about either sex or death... and like... that's me...

I hope that this blog will be able to connect me further into the world that is beyond my reach, or just, being 28, it would be so so easy to just fade out and let the whole future pass me by, but I refuse to stay behind, and I will become a part of society, and not only spend my time NOT belonging to the society from which I am rejected but to which I belong...

Other than that, I make movies. I am an editor... that's what I do for a living, but also as extra curicular activities... I also write and direct... maybe I should just say I am a filmmaker and not define myself more than that...

I don't want to define myself, and yet I see that I am totaly just waisting this precious blog virtual space by "I am a scorpio", "I am a filmmaker" I am like this and like that, rejected, accepted, who gives a shit!!!

If to quote Poppy, "I ams what I ams". I hope that in the new year, in the year to come, and for many more, providing i will still be around that I am able to stop defining, catagorizing, and start living, experiencing...

Welcome freaks of the world, and the rest of you too, to my blog.
Peace out!