no pleasing some people...

before the golem takes over the creator... i don't want to hear to comments about spelling anymore... no capitals, no nofin ;P

it is civil disobeadiance... and in other news... it aint no warning... it is a compliment. because i likey what you wrote, i wante dto compliment you by publishing what you wrote... on acount of you being so smart... i didn't take out the capital letters or nothing...

so, what else... at night, i had a dream about my next big, huge mega emotional breakdown, collapse... my heart was racing... i was in australia, went into therapy immediatly, at what seemed to be my school of the past, moriah, my boss was there too... and then, as the therapy session began, he left, then my sister and her husband came on a boat with their new baby... it was a bit like a gummy baby... they came on a boat, because they couldn't fly due to the late fase of the pregnancy, and the baby was born on the boat, but they seemed fine with it.
the dream also had something to do with plastered walls... i dont know... anyways... it was very scary, and strange ... and made me feel not at ease... i don't know...

i feel very much in solitude these days... 2 of my close friends from years have been acting very strangly toward me, as i have mentioned in prior entries... and i guess i am in transition or something...

whatever... if to follow the advice of my brother i shall save my drama fo my mama...