So, I am not dead, not yet... but I am sick... and on Friday, I has me a very special allergy/flue combo, that I recommend to anyone who wants to stretch their limits as far as their patience is concerned...
It was fun! Now I am at university, still sick, but not allergic, just "spanding time" until I must away in about 30 minutes... having some dinner with folks and brother with some Austrian Baroness or something... how very "Sound of Music" which is of course why I said I would go... I know I am sick, on more than one level as you can imagine, but still maybe they will make some clothes out of the curtains for me, and so I cannot resist...
Had me a birthday... couldn't follow through on a whole party and everything... maybe next year when I turn 30... as for now... thankfully I became sick and didn't have to face the pressure of the whole hosting a big shindig in my house... couldn't handle that... too much pressure, and lets face it... I am not there yet, even though, I am still attempting to embrace this whole positive thing in life... it is not easy... I guess that major thing I had to let go of is the assumption that people mean the worst at all times... now, I know people are shits, but I am trying to obsess over it because except for cancer it wont get me anywhere... and maybe, if I let go of that, life will be easier... what isn't becoming easier is making money... the assholes at the Tax Shop have raised my taxes and I fucking hate them so much, all the money I though I had to make my movie... is all going to those bastards, and what am I getting back? You guessed it, absolutely nothing...
What else...? Well... nothing much new... I am thinking of trying to attach stuff from youtube to the blog from now on...
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